Grass Ties

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Ophelia (1894)

So, while searching for images inspired by Hamlet, I came across this painting of Ophelia by John William Waterhouse.

Apparently, it is not his only painting of Ophelia, as he has, at the very least, two others. One made in 1889 and the other in 1910.

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Ophelia (1889)

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Ophelia (1910)

There is a third that is called Gather Ye Rosebuds, which may or may not be a study of Ophelia as well.

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Gather Ye Rosebuds or Ophelia (a study) (1908)

I will be mostly speaking about the first painting in this post, but I thought it was interesting that he had so many different interpretations. (My source for the above was Wikipedia 😉 )

So, this painting (see right to refresh your memory 🙂 ) john-william-waterhouse-ophelia-1345239159_bappears to depict Ophelia before her death, described by the words:

There is a willow grows askant the brook

That shows his hoar leaves in the glassy stream:

Therewith fantastic garlands did she make

Of crowflowers, nettles, daisies, and long purples,

I know that the quote kind of cuts off… but, I thought this excerpt best fit the image that Waterhouse depicted in his painting. Although, cornflowers, daisies, and nettles seem to be what most of her garlands are made of. I really don’t see any long purples.

long purples

nettles

crowflower?

Okay, to be honest I’m not entirely sure which flower is supposed to be a crowflower, but I think that the picture I found is the safest bet, so I went with it.

I left out a picture of a daisy since they are a pretty common symbol/image/flower used nowadays in pretty much everything you can think of. (Example: typical bouquets/gift baskets, as a cute/girly image for marketing products, etc.)

The exact medium of this painting is oil on canvas, and I believe it is held in a private collection at present, but my sources (the Internet, all-powerful and all-knowing) could be wrong (I didn’t check to see when the information was last updated).

I read somewhere on the World Wide Web that his three paintings of Ophelia represent the events leading up to her death (her youth, when she was in love, and when she went insane), so that might point towards why each painting seems to be an almost completely different interpretation of Ophelia and what she is supposed to be like.

Anyway, I like Waterhouse’s depictions of Ophelia because he emphasizes her close relationship to nature and flowers, making her a much more interesting character than if you just read the play without analyzing it (which makes her seem much more bland). In fact, I didn’t quite realize her connection with nature until after I saw all three of these paintings together.

Also, you know how Hamlet’s famous “to be or not to be” speech is supposed to be about him contemplating suicide? Well, looking at this painting one way, it almost seems like Ophelia is going through the same thing with her aloofness and separation from the rest of the world. Looking at it another way, it might seem like Ophelia’s eventual fate (if you believe she committed suicide) was because of a loss of her will to live after her father was killed by Hamlet, who was supposed to love her and whom she may or may not have loved. And her aloofness in the painting is not caused by her contemplating her demise, but about her contemplating her love for Hamlet, or even her following through with her brother and fathers’ requests for her to stay away from him.

If you do not believe she committed suicide, but rather fell into the water by accident during her madness, this scene explains why she would have been there in the first place: because it was a favorite place of hers to rest and maybe enjoy the scenery, to be at peace. Maybe it even calmed her down to be there. (See? Nature.)

If you do not believe she committed suicide and do not believe she was really crazy, this scene could depict her moments before she died and it may have been that she was pushed in to the water (murdered) by Horatio (who was sent to watch her by Claudius) or even Claudius himself because they viewed her as a hindrance. They may even have knocked her over the head first, which would explain why, if she was not truly insane, she was unable to save herself before she drowned.

Another option is that her food was poisoned, which led to her falling into the water. After all, I’m sure all of us who have read Hamlet are very aware of Claudius’ love for poisons. Claudius may even have foreseen that it would enrage Laertes (her brother) further, and took steps to ensure that Ophelia would not survive long after her father’s death.

I say all this, but it’s all pure speculation. Since Ophelia’s death is not explicitly explained in the play, all of these are equally possible in my mind, and there are even more possibilities that I have left unexplored. In the end, it all comes down to which scenario you choose to believe.

Frustration, Despair, and Love

Breezeblocks by alt-J (∆)

She may contain the urge to run away
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
Cetirizine your fever’s gripped me again
Never kisses—all you ever send are full stops, la, la, laDo you know where the wild things go?
They go along to take your honey, la, la, la
Break down, now weep,
Build up breakfast, now let’s eat
My love, my love, love, love, la, la, laMuscle to muscle and toe to toe
The fear has gripped me but here I go
My heart sinks as I jump up
Your hand grips hand as my eyes shut

Do you know where the wild things go?
They go along to take your honey, la, la, la
Break down, now sleep
Build up breakfast, now let’s eat
My love my love, love, love

She bruises, coughs, she splutters pistol shots
Hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
She’s morphine, queen of my vaccine
My love, my love, love, love, la, la, la

Muscle to muscle and toe to toe
The fear has gripped me but here I go
My heart sinks as I jump up
Your hand grips hand as my eyes shut

She may contain the urge to run away
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
Germolene, disinfect the scene
My love, my love, love, love
But please don’t go, I love you so, my lovely

Please don’t go, please don’t go
I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, please don’t go
I love you so, I love you so
Please break my heart, hey

Please don’t go, please don’t go
I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, please don’t go
I love you so, I love you so
Please break my heart

Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so, I love you so

I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so
I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so

I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
Please don’t go, I’ll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVeMiVU77wo

So, what’s with this song?

I love it. It really really depresses me, but the words are so fitting and the lyrics are so beautifully placed throughout the song.heart mask sad

As for what’s going on in the actual music video…. No comment, I could accidentally start a big debate/argument that I don’t really want to get into right now. (there were a
surprisingly large number of insults and furious debates in the comments on Youtube).

The basic gist of it is there are two women, one of whom is married/engaged. The married/engaged man (who may or may not be the protagonist) finds one of the women tied up in a closet and gets attacked by the second woman who is holding a knife. They fight for a while and she picks up a breeze block, which he tries to take from her, and in the end, she falls into the tub filled with water, and he puts the breeze block on top of her, resulting in her drowning. I’ll let you guys decide for yourselves who was in the wrong.

So, the music. There is a beautiful melody that I’m in love with and a steady beat that fades in and out of the background, adding depth. It’s not like some songs I’ve heard where the background noise overwhelms the singer’s voice, but the singer’s words also weave in and out of the other sounds to create a wave-like effect.
blue smokeThe gradual addition of new layers reflects the complexity of the song’s message as well as the feelings being passed on.

With each additional layer, the music video provides a visual that illustrates this complexity and you are given more information with each.

As true with most songs, the emotional climax of the song corresponds with the climax of the melody. However, for me the climb is much larger than it is for other songs. It’s impact on me is such that I rarely listen to this song before others for fear of how my expression may change.  hoodie

It has such a great impact on me, because I feel it reflects my internal turmoil quite well during the hardest time of my life. Even today, I still have difficulty talking or even describing it and the explanation tends to turn into some fantastical symbolism before it even reaches the ears of others, so very few are able to understand the true extent of my reaction.

I once wrote it down on paper, but it confused those who read it to the extent that they were unable to comprehend that I was describing the discovery of a death. I was able to convey my feelings quite well, but others were too focused on what actually happened and who “He” was (God? no. Then why’s it capitalized? emphasis.) to actually get that my point in the whole thing was for them to experience the conflicting emotions within me at the time (both great despair and a kind of relief).guilty crown ouma shu blac (pandora hearts?I tried to channel my frustration and the great stress and depression I had been experiencing at the same time, but it seems my work was too complex and vague for outsiders, who were not privy to the same experience and knowledge that I was, to understand anything besides the fact that something horrible to the narrator had happened, but they did not know what.

This song in particular, I feel has a stronger impact on people who have experienced great hardship or have a close relationship to death, especially if they or someone close to them almost or did die.

That’s all for now, I’m starting to feel depressed.mermai